Wait.. morning sickness means what???

( this is a post written te 15th or 16th of April that never posted)

So as I mentioned in the previous post- R and I are expecting our first child! We are 7-8 weeks now. ( 7 and a few days according to me, but 8 and a few days according to the doctor haha) And I am so thankful for everything that's happened since we found out- even thought it's hard! I never thought it would take us 17 months to get pregnant, and I never would have thought I would be the one laden with miserable morning sickness 24 hours a day. Now the first few days that I was sick, i never processed why. When I finally realized why I ran out of the bedroom grinning ear to ear and announced to R- " I'm sick!!!!!! it's morning sickness!!". It's still an awesome reminder of what's going on in my body- but I feel more like I have the flu and food poisoning at the same time! So now here I am, morning sickness 24/7, I'm told I have all types of it which makes it fun to deal with, but It's going good! They say morning sickness is a good sign and that when you get it your chance of miscarriage drops tremendously! So that's VERY exciting when you think about it!

My days as of lately have mostly been sleeping, carrying a bucket around with me, and trying to eat whatever I can since i can't keep most things down. But I have spent the down time enjoying this pregnant feeling. It's so hard to not get really excited about it all, but we are still really nervous at the same time. God has it all in His hands, and we are trusting that- but with the previous loss it's been much harder to hand it all over!