Moving on.

I don't know how many times I can tell you that this life has gotten to me. It seems that in the middle of things that are going well for us someone needs to change that, or that someone needs to step into our situation and take our attention away from the good we have going and turn it into their negativity and about them. And it's happened so many times I'm surprised i've let it get that far! Well for the first time in my life i'm not going to let it get to me. Our life here is not eternal. While I'm here on this earth, sure things are going to get me down and I'm going to get upset.. but I'm realizing what's the point? I have an amazing husband that is there for me in so many ways I cannot even explain. He never leaves and always loves. We don't fight or argue very often, and when we do it's so short because we both know that there is no point in fighting to spend time apart. He never walks out on a conversation or has ever raised a finger. He loves me unconditionally and is my family when we are not with ours. Honestly, what more do I need in this life. God alone is enough, and to have a few good friends here and there is nice, but nothing but God is important. No, not even my husband comes first. I've hit this point in my life recently... I don't know if you call it growing up more or just realizing things that don't matter to you anymore. I used to get so worried about where we were going to live, what if my husband isn't here when the baby is born.. What if something happens in this pregnancy, but why worry myself to death? God is in control of everything- and everything happens for a reason whether you see it or not. We have each other and God and as long as we trust Him we can't go wrong. There are still going to be days that i get upset about things... but why mull over it until I'm sick?
I'm so blessed in my life. Sure I could sit here and look at all the negative that surrounded our lives the past few years, but what is the point when the good always outweighs the bad.
I don't know if it is the whole.. in less than 6 months we are going to have a baby to raise, a life that we are responsible for... but i am just realizing how much has not mattered to me that i made a big deal about. And now thankfully.. I can move on and start our new life.. our new chapter. From now on our lives have been changed- all for the better. New town, amazing friends, beautiful family, and the same wonderful God. Here's to things changing all for the better and no looking back. :-)