You know how you feel overwhelmingly fresh when you re-arrange a room? Things are in a new place and it almost feels like you just moved again. And when you get a new comforter set you just want to clean the rest of the house/apartment because if that's new- everything else has to be up to standard? I feel like that today. Out with the old, in with the new. I don't have anything new to bring into the situation sadly- but I want to. I may just go shopping for a new comforter set this week, maybe that's the motivation I need. But buying a comforter is sad for me right now. I know it's stupid- and I had my miscarriage a while ago now,( it was 12 weeks ago- which i would be around 20 weeks now... crazy to think) But since we downgraded to a two bedroom apartment ( we usually have 3 rooms) Ryan and I had said that if we had a baby that we'd co-live in our room for up to the first year since we don't have all that long left in VA. And I thought that the next comforter set that I bought would be one to match baby bedding. Well since that seems to not be happening I guess I just need to move on and buy a rad one just for us.
On a brighter not- it's THAT much closer to my dearest mother coming to visit! Since Ry and I got married ( almost three years ago!) My parents have never been able to visit us anywhere we have lived for various reasons. And lets face it- we've lived in four or five places in the past 3 years so I'm not to worried about it. But my Mom is finally coming to see us! Her and my two aunts are all making a little road trip for a few days- and I'm ecstatic! We were lucky to of been home for a week or two the end of october to see family and had not planned on going home for Christmas- but when His grandfather passed away we made a impromptu trip for a few days before Christmas- leaving to come back down here the 23rd. So I can't complain because I saw my family 3-4 months ago, but with everything that has happened since it feels like so much longer.
Remember when you were in elementary school and something happened, either you got sick or someone picked on you, and the moment you saw your mom or dad after the school day was over all of your emotions come flooding back. Suddenly you feel like crying, even though you were fine during school, because mommy was there to hug you and make everything better. I'll be 23 this year but I almost anticipate feeling like that. To be pregnant, and loose the pregnancy, all without having family here to help you through it is hard. Thankfully I have a few awesome fellow wives that were there for me, but it's nothing like your actual family. So needless to say I cannot wait to run like a little girl into my mommys arms :-)
The day's can't go by fast enough till they are here!!!
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