So nothing new has happened since the last. I did go to the doctor for just a verbal chat apparently when I was expecting a full exam. My referral is all sorts of messed up so I most likely won't be getting that exam for a few more weeks now. It's been four weeks exactly today since my MC which is hard to believe. It still kind of gets to me but I've been doing really well. I'm past the part of being sad and depressed and moved on to the whole ... can I just have my baby now? My best friend B and H and her adorable little baby boy V have helped majorly in the process though. Going over to H's and taking care of V and watching him grow so much already has been amazing healing process. I was there all day yesterday and had no sad thoughts, only thoughts of how I can't wait until I can be holding my own baby. I can't wait to get that positive pregnancy test again. It's still kind of un-real that I had positive tests to begin with. I need to be cleared to even begin trying again before I get ahead of myself in that area though.
To top off my amazing week with awesome friends- R and I celebrate our 6 years of being together today. He has duty so we are not doing anything to really celebrate it besides just acknowledging it, but it's a exciting milestone! It just is amazing to look back and see where we were six years ago. I just moved to a new highschool and met him and he asked me out over AIM.... and we have been together ever since. From day one my parents knew that He and I were going to be together and I am so thankful for them in believing and trusting us. I'm so proud of He and I and what we have accomplished.
In Six years we have both graduated Highschool( yah I know we are babies!) He joined the Navy, we got engaged and soon after Married. Lived in SC and now VA, have lived in four different places the past ( almost) three years we have been married. We've had a pregnancy- grew stronger through loosing it and are looking forward to having another pregnancy hopefully soon! It's amazing the things God puts in line for you. i could not have asked for a better person, man to have spent those past six years with. If they have proved anything they have proved how much more you can love someone each day. I can't wait till we can have our own family to see him be a dad. He is going to be awesome and I really can't wait to see that. I love you babe!
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