So it's only been two days since all the hospital madness but it already feels like it was over a week ago. The doctor had told me to " rest up" until the miscarriage had completely gone through my system.. and it has not yet so of course silly me over did it yesterday. Went out in the morning with my wonderful husband to a few shops and walked around, then later to a store with my friend.. all while cleaning and doing a bunch of stuff around the apartment i had not been able to do.
Well lets just say i woke up short of 2 hours ago and i already feel like i spent all day riding rides at Kennywood. I am cramping a lot more today than i was the past day or so though- so hopefully today will be one of the last days with that.
I am still sad about it all- and yes i think i saw every pregnant woman and their sister out yesterday that lives in Hampton... and Ryan and i believe the TV is against us and only showing shows that deal with someone being pregnant lol ( or we are just that more attuned to it all) but i am so excited to start all of this process again as long as it is. I laughed as i talked to my good friend online yesterday as i said " well i would have been due towards the end of August but i'm okay with waiting till the end of October...". Now i just have to recover and mentally take this all in again.
I can say that i am thankful for the time that it took us to get pregnant this first time though. It was almost exactly a year and it brought us so much closer together than I imagined it could. I love my husband more than anything else in this world and he has totally been my rock.
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*hugs* It gets better. Just don't let it be something you don't get past. You're stronger then that and take it easy, lady! No more over doing it.
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