Can I just say that I am loving this weird, dark, rainy, and windy weather! It makes me feel happy for some odd reason.
Well it's officially been 8 weeks according to my calender. ( That would have made me 12-13 weeks now, crazy to think about!) I can't believe how fast and slow the time has went. Part of me almost does not remember it all happening, and the other part of me feels like it was just yesterday. Funny how time can mess with you like that. Well I know I've said it before, but I REALLY feel like I'm getting back to my old crazy self. I ran for the first time since before this past week at the gym! ( only for a few minutes, but hey I tried so that's all that counts!) I'm finally getting into my old cleaning routines of randomly cleaning closets and re-washing covers in the closets that never get used.. haha. All while listening to some awesome music. May I say that I'm quite obsessed with the Britt Nicole- the lost get found- album! One of the songs sums up my feelings through this whole experience.
" Without you I can't get by so I'm
Hanging on to every word you speak, cuz it's all that I need.
Hanging on to every word you say to light up my way. even every little whisper i'm hanging on as if it were my life, I'm hanging on"
It's a perfect explanation as to how I had to get by! The days that I didn't want to get out of bed, still don't sometimes, and I just have to look up to God. Hanging on His every word or things he does to show me that I'm strong enough. The song continues to say, " you know me better than i know myself" How true is this. He knows I can get through this and I will move on and see my baby one day, so why don't I. Well I do now. I am strong enough to get through anything with His help. Tehhehe, strong like all the wind we've been having lately I suppose! :-) I just hope I don't blow all the ducks around the lake like it has been doing, at least it amuses Roscoe... :-)
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